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The Fact Of Life

2011-08-18T18:03:00.001-07:00

Sky of the light shines out from darkness, clouds cover the sky just like cottons in a field. Oh how nice it is the creation and the art of God. Brezzy air filled with midst glazing over your face with our hands open wide we look to the sky and fill the energy recharge. Gazing up on the sky looking for the sunlight which also seems to be moon light. Realising how beautiful the earth is even the time is just for temporary. We do what is right and live what is true. We often fail because we are human too. Reasons after reasons we say its true but in fact we are just like them too. We move out from our comfort zone but how long can we last before we shift or drift back to the same spot?? Love is in the air, care is over the fair but how much do we contribute till we polute the air. We say only God knows what we are thinking but in fact the answers are just in front of us not because we fail to see or listen but we avoid it cuz its not the answer we are seeking for. We blame on each other on the difficulty but do we praise each other when joy is in the house?? GOD never fail to uplift us no matter where we are, who we are and even what have we been. Just say having the intention and heart. U will see God running to you even before you made the first step of going back. -Robert Ooi

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R u forgeting yourself??

2011-08-11T11:23:00.001-07:00

This is dedicated to most people who r working out there. We have a cruel world out there.

We always tend to forget who we are until we are reminded by others. So ponder upon yourself that, do you spend time knowing yourself?? Do you reward yourself or give yourself a pat behind when u successfully accomplished something? Ifyour answer is NO therefore you should at least try once. Because this is the source of encouragement that you will definately like. Go for a movie or have some meal that u crave alot. Buy yourself things as well so you will remember this happy moments yet it will motivate you more to continue on more. Don't just keep yourself busy working. But take a breath n enjoy life.

Therefore relaxation brings productivity than hardworking.

-birdz

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2011-08-09T11:14:00.001-07:00

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My first techies review. . .

2011-08-09T11:13:00.001-07:00

Since the purchase of my Samsung galaxy tab I have found several usage that ease and solve most of my techies problems. Its like having a multi purpose device in one single hand held tablet. Despite complaining before on it due to slowness of speed. Yet it has compensate most of it by redeeming it self especially through the recent firmware update 2.3 gingerbread android. I have almost all in one, from Bible to phone and a map or a mini netbook. All in one with a reasonable price. Now I knew why its called the ipad killer, besides the comparisson of the specs of course ipad wins hands off without bother to compete, but however if you compared it with the usage and the flexibility of the device. Samsung wins easily by naming a few of it that ipad may not able to perform it well. The size wins it for those who just want something in between a phone and a netbook. In terms of price its worth the buying due to the extra mile Samsung tablet performs. So I still support Samsung galaxy tablet without doubt or hesitation, due to my personal interest and review. Thanks.

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TEEN STITCHED FOR 3 TIMES AFTER CHILD BIRTH

2009-12-10T22:53:00.000-08:00

A TEENAGE mother was given over 100 stitches — some without anaesthetic — after giving birth to her first baby last Monday.
The 18-year-old went though the horrendous experience of being stitched three times — due to the use of wrong threads — after her baby boy was born naturally .
According to the report in China Press, the woman was stitched up by a lady doctor and a trainee doctor after giving birth. However, a medical officer later removed the stitches, saying the wrong threads had been used.
He then re-stitched her without anaesthetic.
Worse was to come when a doctor in charge announced that the thread used by the medical officer was also the wrong one, requiring the woman to go through another process of having the stitches opened and closed again with the right thread.
The woman also claimed that during the process, one of the doctors had accidentally injured her thigh causing her to suffer a three-inch cut.
The woman said due to her terrible experience, she now has phobia about getting pregnant again.

(Adapted from The Star Online 11th Dec 2009)

* Who's fault was it? Trainee? Medical Officer? or Doctor In-charge?

FAKE RM50.00 in Kampar already!!!

2009-12-10T10:35:00.000-08:00

Today i had this horrible experience as i was having makan with my fellow church mates at a mamak stall, i went to a Maybank Kiosk nearby and withdraw some money from the ATM. I took out RM100 and i got it in 2piece of RM50.00 (as usual lar!)

Then when it comes to the paying time, i paid using one of the RM50.00 i withdraw and pass it to the waiter. Then he came back to me with those balance. So i left the restaurant heading back to my house. Then a friend called me up and said that the Mamak came out running chasing them and said that i have given a fake RM50.00, asking me to turn back and settle the money.

I went back there and the waiter gave me back the money and i viewed it properly. I was surprised when i saw that it was a fake one. I was stunned and quickly withdraw from my wallet another RM50.00 just to check whether the other one was genuine or not. Thank God! its was and i quickly pass it to the person and i walk off.

I will go to the bank tomorrow and see what will MAYBANK have to say for this?

(Looks Real RIGHT!!!, it even smell exactly the same)

The Journey with HIM

2009-12-09T22:47:00.001-08:00

Today while i was busy doing my things, i nearly neglected GOD. Then he reminded me on the teachings while i was in cell group. The Living Room .. how he was at the living room waiting for me to sit down with him and just chat with him or even say Hi to him. That was when i nearly went out and ignored him. I told him lets go for Lunch .. I’m running late.

We went out and walk met Pei Lee and Patty for Lunch … then i begin to be busy for the whole day cuz have to prepare props for Christmas Nite coming on 17th. Prayed for blessing of the food and ate. While chatting HE told me that today he will reveal me something which i will be surprised of. So i was so gan cheong so i waited.

As i was doing my preparation Pei Lee helped and things were done fast. Thank God for the inspiration HE gave me and a helper in time. I have everything done as if like i have organized it well, but eventually it’s the holy spirit guiding my hand and mind.

Things seems to be impossible when i send Pei Lee back to Uni and i was tensionized as i do not know how to upscale a car out and cut it out in styrofoam! Cuz all these while i only will know how to draw small little cute cars on sketch and it sizes not more than my notepad. All these question rose suddenly, what CAR? how BIG? how LONG? what COLOR? what MODEL? should this and should that, not forgetting what IF and IF NOT … hahahah

Then i silently wisper to Holy spirit for guidance and HE work amazingly when i got to complete it. I stand up and look, THE CAR was good … then OPTIMAL PRIME was also GOOD.. Cant say much just being amazed with mouth open wide. Maybe others may find it eerie or what so GREAT .. to me .. its a little but an achievement God gave me to bless others.

I was relieved and i thank God really to the MAX for it. Everything works just nice. Happy and relieved i would say.

Given a simple word

2009-12-09T22:46:00.001-08:00

Given a simple word, how would you put it together to form a sentence? How would you want it to be define or being elaborated?

Many of our life here on earth is more being to perfection and wanting to be the best of the best. Perfection is the word that brings no wrong or mistake, not knowing that we are living in a not 100% perfect world. The earth is not even rounded 100%, there is no perfection to it. Look at our self! None of your ears maybe aligned the same even if we said it was perfectly balanced. 10 fingers are not in same length yet do you call it perfect?

What is it being perfect? Having a life to earn all the best things you ever wanted? Having to be rich is always Human dream. Who do not dream about it? Do you when earning it found joy as well? If your answer is Yes! than congratulations, but you may also want to view what are they joy that you are having. Is it joy to yourself and does your joy effect others as well? If your answers are NO and you said .. i earn for my own living and i do not care about others about it. Then let me introduce you to a whole new word which came after the word RICH .. its Self-Centered!, being in this condition you may slowly find people around you being fake to you and you are no longer placed at their top list. You start to lose people beside you and the worst is the respect that you think you have earned.

Life on earth is more to a blessing, being able to bless others is always the greatest joy and richness. People adore you and respect you for who you are. Likewise saith “Sharing is caring, Caring is loving, Loving is moving, Moving is earning, Earning is Adoring.” If one fails to have this in place, then nothing much you are to the self centered dying little creature who has no heart and compassion for others. Always imagine yourself being in that person’s shoe and you will know how much deeply you will be treated if that person was you. I bet you will not even want to see your face on the mirror as it reveals everything that you know you will be doing and ending up cursing yourself for who you are.

Forgiving always comes with the word forget. The bible even said “Forgive and Forget”. Will this be a difficult thing to do? or is it just a word said telling people that you practices it. It will be easier if your word FORGET is nearer to DEALING / CONFRONT it .. and please don’t hide it, because then its more to fearing to deal and say sorry. If you have done something wrong! or you think you did. Confront that person and talk humbly to that person and be frank in every words. So both has the deal or matters off, without remembering what has happen.

Always remember this word HUMBLE, simply saying; “Never let your right hand know what your left hand is going to do”, this is how we need to keep things to our self without needing to tell people how glorious we are. If you want people to praise you for who you are, do it silently and people will eventually know it themselves. Should you run around around like a mad dog, telling people how great you are and what you have done, it will only bring glory to you and you alone. Yes i repeat! you alone!!! You only will find the joy of blowing false trumpet or sounding the “last post” bugle call in the morning. People will eventually call you a fool for doing so. What a fool has performed this foolish act and found self joy and self satisfaction in doing so.Everyone claims that only a FOOL will do so.

So dont be a fool… be an upright person.. God allows U-Turn …. Amen

MONEY

2009-11-07T19:03:00.000-08:00

After for a few years i have seen that why MONEY can destroy families, friendship and even life of a person. I myself have never ignore people who wants to borrowed money from me. Because i always believe that today if you have helped someone. There will be a time that the person will help u back in times of needs. If you dont have or also lack just tell it out. No point just ignore or trying to run away.

But knowing money is the EVIL of everything, i begin to see the true colors of every person. Recently i just asked around from some friends who are close to lend me some money. It is because i just wanted to see how much they could or being a TRUE friend to you. I got a friend who i called a buddy. We have been friends for some time and yet i can see at times i did help him. Im not trying to count out how much i have helped him but thinking it was enough as being a buddy. We were messaging one day about food and where to eat. When my next message sent was: Hey can i borrow RM XXX from you? Immediately no message was replied after that for 2 days.

Then i begin to run the test towards my family member, im asking my sister. She also never replied. I totally was surprised. Thinking my phone got problem or what... it seems everything was ok .. but just that people whom i message doesnt wan to receive such message. So i begin to understand.

Hahaha ... life is funny ... especially when u run such test on them. Remember this is to see when in future there is such problem occur.. you just know who to run to.

2009-11-03T18:34:00.000-08:00

Back at the orang ASLI visit... i remembered one of the sermon shared by KLynn... how happy and contented we are when we found that gift that we would even want to sell all of our belongings and treasure just to posses the gift that we found.

Coming to real life, i begin to think what is that gift all about...?? but the actual metaphor that she wants us to know was not the gift but how willing were you to give up everything and follow our LORD.

I recently waited for an answer from GOD, then i attended CELL Meeting. Got one of a new member from UTAR Lecturer to pray for me as i requested him to... that i need GOD to show me the plans he has made for me .. Cuz im in the middle of the cross road making decisions.

This morning i got a phone called ... i always believe that when GOD is in work .. he will surely surprise you and prepare you. I got a call which i have never received for the past 3 or 4 years .. but this number still stores in my phone book ... i was sleeping yet my eyes "Terbeliak" (Open wide) and i answered. Then they told me things .. and immediately i knew it was GOD's answer ...

Could not continue the sleep so i blog ... as to release some of my excitement .. hehehehe

Wan to know more? continue following the trail .. for this time i surely will post .. dont get upset yeah mike!!! hahaha

The Orang Asli Mission Chapter 1 (The Prepatation)

2009-10-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

On 24th of October, i have registered my self to a ORANG ASLI mission held by the church. When being asked why do you want to go for this mission? Immediately i answered right from my heart saying i want to experience more on the life of a missionary.

Preparing ourself on the 23rd night it self is tiring, so as the week before we did have our prayers going on. Why? because we know that at times when we plan well .. some problem may happen. It is the spiritual attack that may happen. Jeslyn was sick, i was sick too but took 2 Panadol right at Campus Connect and then bought 4 Panadol Soluble with 1 bottle of 100plus.. .. manage to take 2 pills of the soluble thing .. hehehe

Then i was very drousy .. so i went to sleep .. knowing that my body needs rest .. so i did as what i suppose to do ... thinking of the mission ahead ...

Will continue more by tmr ... cuz im still having the sick till now .. hahaha

WHAT IF!!

2009-10-17T01:25:00.001-07:00

The sky is dark and the wind is blowing strong. Does this mean its going to rain or does it just mean a storm is coming?

What shall we do when it comes? Should we just sit and see or go out? Should we just listen or just ignore?

The world is coming to the END, should we just live life to the full or just wait for the DAY to come?

Should we or should we not be here on earth?

We believe in a GOD who owns the universe? Shall we question GOD of his power? motive or his objective? It is written in the BIBLE, John 10:10 .. He came to give us life, and life to the full...

What does it mean? should we just do things and ignore him?

Dear fellow friends who may or may not be reading this... it took me 10 years for the quest of GOD's meaning and objective for us in this world he created. I have never been so happy to know his plan for us. All this while i have been asking him to show me his love and yet i could not see it. First i ask him to show me the meaning of HIM being in my life.. HE gave me an accident. TO Me this accident change my perception in my life about him and i continue the quest for what he wants me to do in life.

My quest has never been to an end.. because i know that he lives and he lives forever..

My every day journey may not seem to be smooth sailing all the way, but i know through all these storms in life, i begin to see him even more. He forgives and he upholds us when we are in difficult moments. Cry unto him daily ... ask that his mercies will be upon us daily ... for we may not fully understand what he wants. BUT knowing he is always there for us ..

Begining today onwards .. i pledge my life to GOD in every little thing in my life will be submitted fully on to him ... THIS mark a begining in everything.

BIRDs Life

2009-10-13T10:07:00.000-07:00

If birds in the sky we can ignore, then who shall we see on the sky? If clouds were seen, the skies were seen, the sun were seen but birds are not even noticed then why are they birds flying in the skies as they are not even seen by people.

Birds may fly with freedom, but does it need place to land and have water and food? Birds do need to land and rest. Birds to need food just like others. Birds do need to have love and others as well. If worms in the earth can be treated so well, but birds being ignored. Then what world is this? where is the love for the world?

Birds have feelings, birds may fly but they are not omnipotent in all things. They may have failures and injuries as well. They are not perfect as they are. They need both wings to fly. Birds cant fly properly with only 1 wings. Although people may think they could. Even if the could. There are struggling very deep to achieve that, WHY? because falling down from sky is not what a BIRD wants. If falling is often, then the bird should consider being a chicken.

THE END

WHY??

2009-09-08T09:45:00.000-07:00

i need to shout out but whom shall i look for? i know God is there ... but i need a human at times to share all the problem im facing .. shouting to God is one great thing .. he will help you .. but i just need to pour out all my feelings, anger and so on to something or someone ...

i felt restrained ... after the sick .. i felt even lonely .. i felt that besides God .. there is no one else on this earth ... i felt like so abandoned ... why do i have such feelings .. i knew i should not have this kind of feelings .. but this is what i feel .. how can i stop it??

Is it job that restrained me? is it relationship that restrained me? or is it my self who restrained my self? WHY can i perform as expected .. why must i always fall behind the passing line and let others think that im not capable...

WHY ?? tell me WHY!!!

MONEY

2009-08-17T07:31:00.001-07:00

mONey can make some one change their perception and also dignity. Why is this so powerful? Why cant people think of their dignity and others are more than money. Would you give up your dignity of a person just because of money?

Money could destroy relationship, money can betray an honest person! Why?

Why people chase after money instead of what they should be chasing? Why they rather betray or even do the simple things like ignorance.

Why people could give in to MONEY so easily?

IS MONEY that important in life? yes we work because of money, i do understand that. But why money can replace one's dignity and also change one's opinion? People pursue money for everything. But what they should pursue they just let go. In the end they find success in money rather than having life to the fullest. Life is not that only. It is not about money only.

I hope anyone who is reading this will understand what i mean. Trust me ... dont give in to money. It will destroy you only. Not giving u the life to the full....

Lifely ..

2009-08-11T05:24:00.000-07:00

A weekend full of activities. It is not easy and its not hard to complete if we were to accomplish it. A lot of us do not know what is the importance or priority we should put while executing work on hand. Please remember everyone to put the top priority to be done first. Because this are the most important of all... Never lack in doing things, because one day this will eventually lead you to a lost world that you will eventually give up in doing things in life.

A great weekend is more to how we do things on hand. It is not our feeling nor action that speaks but how our mind things. So you know what i meant when im saying it is dont not by words or action but the mind that you conceive and how you take it to your self...

Take Care!!!

What World IS THIS>>??

2009-07-28T08:52:00.000-07:00

Disappointment and also unexpected scene may appear in our life. I was down today and this few weeks. I found out that, as i got tensioned. I will tend to eat extra.. i dont know why? Cuz it tend to be natural in me. If i dont eat.. i cant release tension. I know it is the wrong way to release it in this way. Its unhealthy. Who doesnt know that>

Well why am i frustrated? I cant perform as well as others. Im not good in memorizing and im not those type who can be forced to memorize. The last time i remembered when i was forced to do something ... i totally failed in performing it although everyone taught im good in it. I m not good being pressurized. I dont feel well.

I know i can do things for the sake of someone important up there. But what is the point if i cannot perform within my heart. Cuz to me its all about serving HIM well and HIM understanding it. I knew i need to sacrifice time and time to HIM. But Lord ... where am i?? I felt regret in so many things. What has happen? IS this what i want or desire to do? DO i need a change? or should i just look and see what is really happening. I may have different taughts ... but im sure everyone has as well. IF we all have the same thinking ... The world will never be in a mess anyway!

Life could be terrible, cuz we live in a fallen world. What is the point living on earth?? MY answer is to survive and to resist yourself from all which is bad. You dont know what will happen to you next as today does not even know what is coming for tomorrow.

Brother's and Sisters in Christ ... be strong and bold in whatever you do. May the Lord bless you all in this journey of life. TAlk to him all the problems and be assured that HE will help you.. and believe me! HE DOES!!!

What is LOVE?

2009-07-22T10:37:00.000-07:00

Loving is caring, caring is loving. Being loved does it mean being cared?
Loving someone you are not suppose too love.. what does this mean? does it mean there is certain restriction to love? What is love in this earth means? Does disappointment comes along? Can love been played or pretend?? Can Love be only plain and not being deep? What is this on earth that we are in? Are we playing with ourself or we are been played by others?

Can love being develope in the stage of friendship? If yes .. how do u say to that person you have loved him or her? Should u preserve the relationship being a friend or just express to him or her so that they will know?

Love can be strong and love can be fragile. Love can make someone in misery and someone happy. Which do u choose? Love is something u wan and when it go wrong, u hope it never happened. Love could be fun love could be hostile if you do not know who to control or being faithful to your loved ones.

Always remember to start a new relationship u must make sure u dont still think or look back at your previous relationship but remember to just take it as a lesson.

Be happy and be open ... time will heal .. but dont take too long that u miss out everyone or even the next one.

LORD hear our prayers

2009-07-21T10:12:00.001-07:00

Oh Father Lord ... please help me in anyways possible. I have the spirit to share your good news and have the courage to continue, but Lord .. i pray that you would let my days be fulled with your people that u have assigned me to help and to share your good news.

I felt troubled oh Lord, I pray that you will take away this feeling that im having. Renew and refresh my heart so that i can come new to you. Lord .. May this be a sweet feeling i have for you.

Oh Lord what life is this. Even the most trusted human in this world tend to betray us in different ways. Who do we call Brothers and Sisters in Christ? Lord please put a forgiving heart in me so that i may do as what u have said in Bible. To forgive and then confront them about it.

Lord ... i call your name aloud. I know you are listening. I know u are there ... do not let my heart be left alone in the dark. I need your protection, i need your guidance. In whatever i do i want to do it in your name. I do not want to give up but to project your holiness to others so that they may see u in us.

The world is so filthy with all kinds of stuff. Lord i ask that you will use us to slowly cleanse the dirty to a cleaner environment so that all may live well and be happy.

Lord hear our prayers and also fill us with LOve, JoY, PeaCE, PAtiEncE, KindnEsS, GooDnEss, FaithfUlNEss, GentleNEss, and SELF-Control. So that we may continue walking in the light of your path. AMEN

There is a Death in the House

2009-07-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

When i reach office today, i saw Ganesan and Amy was having a serious discussion. Both not having a happy expression but more to a surprise news heard. So i assume that someone has passed away and they just go to know about it. When i went in to my room i wondered. Who could it be??

Then Ganesh knock my room door and come in. He told me in a soft voice. ASking me wether i knew Angelai who has been working here in the factory for some time. I answered that i dont really knew her, but iknew who was that. Cuz while learning about Payroll. Jessica told me before that she had to undergo some certain operation and is still on the hospital until now. But She passed away yesterday around 6pm.

I was also shocked when hearing about this. But i dont have this direct connection with her. Therefore not much grief in me. So i prepared what i should be doing in Human Resources Department. I took the white box out and gave to Ganesan, asking him to go around the factory to collect some white gold (Pak Kam) known as Condollence Contribution. . .

It came back quite fast. Then i informed Mrs Tan about it and she also decides to contribute as well. Telling me the amount that the company should be giving.

I went out to the town to get Flowers as well for the ceremony. Yet after that we went in a group to their place and pay a visit.

This is my first and the last time seeing Angelai. I never knew her because i just joined the company. I heard a lot about her.. but it was a lost that i dont know her. I met her husband who was sitting at the side crying. I passed him the money letting him know that this little heart give may help him and the family, and then wish of condolence to them. Angelai's daughter and family relatives who were sitting beside her coffin, was crying out loud. They could not accept her death at a sudden.

This reminds me that our life in this world is so fragile. A simple operation and some medication that was suppose to help may turn out bad or harming us to death when the time has come. This reflects my life of how we should appreciate all the days we had. Doing things that we should and never waste a minute of our life. Because we do not know what will happen to us.

IT was a day where everything went on smoothly. But yet work never ends for me. I have to keep learning new things everyday. Please pray for me ok!!!

Saturday OFF

2009-07-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

8am Mun Yee called for breakfast, got to know a new friend! thanks to Mun Yee. Her name was Kah Cheng from JB. It was a bit difficult for me to communicate with her cuz she speaks Mandarin. I could speak Mandarin, but as early as 8am in the morning. BREAKFAST and my engine has not started. Therefore the Mandarin program was not uploaded to my brain yet. So i just talk mixed Cantonese and Mandarin... hahaha

It was funny after the breakfast. As i said i was quite blur this morning. So when i went out .. i didnt bring my house key... i only realized it when i reached home. hahaha ... i know as Mike was reading this .. he will be shaking his head and said ... "What?? Again" ..... Hey!!! it was morning ok! im bit blur! hahaha... Good news was one of my housemate didnt go back hometown, bad news was.. he went to Uni and will come back late due to his exam. I could not wait much because i on emergency nature call!!!! hahaha

So i went down and took the motor to Petronas to resolve my nature call!!! hahaha

Then ... as i was thinking .. it could be a long time for me to wait for my housemate to come back. Therefore i immediately went to Ipoh by the bike without my jacket and glove. Wearing only a pair of sandals, jeans and t-shirt. Im good to go anywhere with my outfit like this. Just worried getting tanned without the jacket. So i prayed and GOD covered the sky with clouds. Resulting the whole journey was cool and breeze at 10.30am

I reached Ipoh Jusco at 11.10am... Actually i was thinking to give a visit to the Motor Bike Shop at KK road .. but looking ahead. The situation there is not so promising. Therefore i decided to head straight to Jusco since im not wearing any jacket .. so dont dare to challenge. hahaha ... I was a little not so comfy with the sandals im wearing. Therefore decided to get a new pair of Sandals at Jusco .. since its BIG SALES.

I dont know why, suddenly i taught of Crocs Sandals. Knowing it will be expensive. But i knew it would promise comforts and lasting than normal sandals... hahaha cuz if not it wont be that expensive as i taught. So i just went directly in to Crocs Shop. I saw quite some customer went in. So i assume it was something good. So i just look around. Looking at the price. I found that ... well its really expensive to be for a sandals. The last time i bought for such expensive was Camel Active, and this was even more expensive than Camel Active. So i could not believe it at first. Then with the explanation and the trust. I bought one pair. I plan to get the orange wan thinking of the past where we in a group use to wear Orange sandals.. hahaha ... but then it looks weird .. so i pick the black wan instead. and paid off walking away straight out from that show with it on my foot.

Then i had kenny roger's chicken, its been a while for me since i last ate it. It was a renewed experience. I had it with a old friend back from Schooling days .. He is now at ipoh having his training. We have not seen each other for more than 10 years if im not mistaken.. hahaha .. and we had a great meal talking mostly how we survuced and enjoyed The Boys Brigade. because we are in the same year...

Then we head for movie, We watched ICE AGE 3 and it was a great show! better than the 1st and the 2nd! to my own opinion... hahaha .. One thing was interesting that while we were at the cinema. My friend said .. lets see who will sit at our sides since we are in the center. Then he teased me... wait till one OLD AUNTY sit at your ide baru tau! and he said.. and i replied ... becareful if the one you are saying would be you yourself. Then a fat malay girl came and we guessed which side will she be? As she went pass me .. i looked at my friend and he has his whole expression changed .. and me laughing at him... actually im alsow worried who will be sitting beside me later.

Then a quite decent yet i can say good looking girl came walking towards us while the show is starting. And i saw that there is no more seats left except beside me. Than she just sat beside me and my friend pat on my shoulder and say u won!!! hahaha

Then i came back to Kampar after all the fun in Jusco. While at Simpang Pulai i planned to go Cameron for a hike with my bike. Then i turn towards Cameron highland.. but i never got there... because it was freaking cold while im quarter way up. So i decided to go up again next time when i got my jacket on! hahaha ...

Reached Kampar at 6.30pm ... till now wondering around .. bored .. nothing to do...

2 plans for tmr morning ..it is either i go back Teluk Intan and eat breakfast with mum or Go to church in Ipoh .. hahaha.. will see how my mood is tmr .. hahaha

Betrayal....

2009-07-05T09:01:00.000-07:00

Betrayal is a word use ... where its a opposite of a believe and trust ...

Gentlemen .. if u cant be trusted then dont walk out from the house.. cuz u are not a man of worth being respected. Cowards will only do that... If you think what you do is right .. then please reflect on your life... you will see darkness in your life more than light shining in you.

Can u be trusted? i dont think so ... should we forgive u ?? of course yes ... but i have emotion like others too ... why do u wan to betray me? i treated u as my own brother and share all my wealth with you .. but you just did wat its not right ...

A man of respect is a man who is to be honored .. not to be smock like a lepers. You think u have life?? what about mine?? does this means if i treated u good and then u should take advantage on me? if i look so .. please take my life instead .. cuz it would be better for u!!!

You think u are great .. but once i know u are like this .. i prayed hard that you will not be that person whom will betray me... but u did ... i forgive u .. but yet as i say .. im also a normal human with emotions... please also look after me!! im as fragile as a glass .. not like some .. cold blooded... i can be let down once ... twice but not everytime ...

What am i to you?? a slut?? use me only when u think im useful?? get rid of me when u dont need me??

Life is not easy .. i had my hard time and u had yours ... but why still take advantage on me ... is it not enough that thy should know the limits of a person?

Please .... i really hope ..... that this will not continue ...

22nd June 2009 (Monday Blue)

2009-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

Listening to ENya compilation now and blogged now: it all started with today, it was my first day at work. it was kinda interesting.... especially i was brought to my own room. i was excited after dreaming of my self having a office room.

I was introduced to all staff around and they were quite friendly. I got to know them but not by every name because i dont really remember names.

IT was great .. that i could not wait for tmr to come...

Anyway tmr is XEE training and it will be quite a long day. Hope to have the everlasting energy from God our Lord !!! hahaha

Today again is Patty's birthday .. just wanna wish her again HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! heehehe

have a nice day everyone.

21th June 2009 (Sunday)

2009-06-21T00:50:00.000-07:00

Time now is 4.49am dated 20th June 2009 and I'm still awake. What happen? I asked my self.. I have been awake for 2 nights. Cant sleep well? i don't think so, because I know I think too much until I cant sleep. How good if i can get my brain to shut down for a temporary moment.

On Monday I will start my new job. A lot been asking why so secretive about the job until not announcing to everyone about it. Well I'm a person who likes to keep my profile as low as possible. I do not prefer to do so just because I feel it is not necessary for me to sound out LOUD. Not that I do not wan to share the joy I had, but to me it depends on what certain occasion it will be. I would not sound the trumpet if I got my dish washed. So please understand if you know what I mean!

Recently I had a friend who faced problem in working and also little on in his life. Same as what I had faced before. Yet the other day he sent me kinda negative SMS describing where GOD is when he needed HIM and why is GOD not doing anything while problem occurs. I did SMS him a reminder to persevere on God's word and continue believing in HIM that all things are made beautiful in HIS plan. So please pray for my fellow friend here as well. I could not disclose his name out because he do not want others to know about it first. So I will just name him “A” for temporary moment

Yes, previously when I faced the same problem. I remembered praying to God and waiting for HIS answer not only requires a HEART but also PATIENCE. When I'm ready, God assures me being attentive in HIM and focus in HIM more, for my attention is fully on the worldly things and not on God. Primarily it was on relationship matters, money and also job on hand. I could not balance everything together in my life which then leads me to failure to LOVE GOD with all my heart and all my soul and NOT acknowledging HIM in many ways.

To the extend I break in to prayers and kneel before HIM, confessing everything that I had done and wanted to switch focus back to HIM again. So I asked God for assistance in it. He continue molded me in HIS ways. I understand that “THE” one day will come for me. Therefore I must stand firm and forward in HIS words and believing everything HE has for me is to equip me.

To my young friends out there. If you happen to face such problems in life. My advice to you is to know God is around still being in-charge. Its not that God has left you or testing you. He is molding you so that, in future you will be immune or be ready for the battle for nothing will do to shake you off from your faith. He promise us that he will never leave us alone anymore, so don't be easily shaken off by evil deeds who is speaking to you in another way.

I'm speaking and writing for the truth that I have seen and experience. In fact He never leave us alone that we may wonder like headless chicken, but HE will be with us just like how HE has held us like a toddler. Protecting you so that you will not be harmed by anyone.

Like what I had learn in the Boys' Brigade and I uphold it until now. Sure and Steadfast! For God is with you, and always with you till the ends of the earth. Amen

My bike!

2009-06-19T00:44:00.001-07:00

Got this model three weeks ago, still running-in the engine and just reach 900km on the trip meter.

Looks are good and stylish, feels like semi-sport bike (ok, it is road bike with sporty feel, never rode any bikes before but this seems to be my first.

Travelling needed to push this bike more (throttle to 5k rpm on first gear) and feels like it is short of one gear (it has 5 but I feels that it needs a six gear)

So far, it is very stable with 17 inches wheels and it has two vibration bands at 4~5k and >8k rpm. Have not try top speed yet.

Travel at highway at 80 kpm (engine@6k rpm), 70 kpm (engine@5k rpm) and 60 kpm (engine@4k rpm) in fifth gear. This result after changing the front and back sprockets 15/44

Fuel consumption so far have tabulated at approximate 40 km/l, didn't believe that but will do more tabulation (much better than two stroke engine previously consuming at 19 km/l) and because this is a 125cc engine capacity. My Previous was Yamaha sport 100cc

Big fuel tank, 16 litres according to specification including 1.1 litres on reserve and now less frequence trips to petrol station. Put have to pay more... i remembered the other day when i show the sign to the pump attendent. 2 ... he tought i wanted to pump RM 2, then i pass him a RM 50 note and he say .. do u have a small change? i said ... i wanted RM 20 .. and he was curious to see what motor i am riding, as he sees it ... he nod and said ok! no problem ... hehehehe

I feels that this is a good bike and maintenance cost is low, just that i bought it second hand therefore my maintenance for the initial maybe slightly costly. needed only to change engine oil (1 litre) regularly. Others are chain, tyres are sporty will cost a bit more, brake pads and battery are dry cell.

Cost a bit more than Japanese bike of the same capacity but they don't have the same built, so far the Honda, Suzuki and Yamaha are with cheaper built like fuel tank, tyres, tyre rims, brakes and chasis.

Overall, I give this bike four stars (out of 5) in design, riding and value for money.

Lose Focus in Doing things ...

2009-06-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

Today i lost focus in a few things .. planned to go somewhere and do something but didnt do it at all. What happened i ask my self! i dont know !!!

Heard a few shocking news today .. enough for me to lose focus on what i should be doing and knowing i should not be to it.

This is what happen.. i had a fren that i knew today who got engaged. Actually she is one of the girl whom i first fell in love with. Totally no mood in everything. I attended church today and i played wrong beat on the drum. I could not hold my self in together .. i know that i should not be sad over it .. i mean i should be happy for them and not to have such feelings .. but i dont know why it happens. Really no mood in it .. till i really felt lonely ..

Moodles through out anything .. no passion to even go out for a drink. Just wanted to come back home after the service.

Today's sermon were also something that gave me a reminder of my past! I was also from a broken family .. and father's day was this sunday ... every year's father's day has no meaning to me. Except for God who is up there whom i treat him and knew that he is there for me like a FATHER ! its not easy ... for the life like what klynn was saying while growing up. I was brought up from a non christian family .. and without a father lacks 50% of manly love from him.

I always wanted a father but knowing that i live in a reality world ... that this request could not be just a request.

Hope i could recover fast through all these things ..

Specially would like to thank shirley for seeing through me ... it was amazing that she can know that im not happy ... hahhaha

16th June 09 (Tuesday)

2009-06-16T14:17:00.000-07:00

Today i was frustrated with my computer. Cuz i cant watch the XEE Training CD. Therefore i packed up and get ready to go Ipoh. Cuz my initial plan was to go and have a walk. But i accidentally bought a NET book ... it was quite cheap yet i drop by another shop to get some accessories as well.

If you do not know what a NET BOOK means .. it is a simple laptop but smaller in size. And the main function is to go online. and surf the net .,.. thats why its called a net book.

I came back and i found out i forgotten to ask the sales personal girl on the password she has set .. because the net book im having was a display set. The reason i took it even it was a display set because i dont find any problem with that ...

I was stuck for the whole evening on breaking and decoding the windows password .. hahaha it took my computer surfing on my main computer on the cracking and many types as well..

But time doesnt permit me long to discover about it .. because i need to go Church for XEE training .. Today was great .. i got to share the gospel and also relate stories in order for the prospect to understand more about us and Jesus .. i was quite hesitate to share .. but as Mun Yee shares the stories which gave me the feeling as what we have seen on the DVD training material .. i begin to take one step by playing along ... luckily according to Mun Yee i didnt screw up things .. yet got appraisal from her .. but all of this glory doesnt go to me .. All to the one sitted up there .. cuz He bless us and provides us with all that we need.

I was quite satisfied in the sharing part .. cuz i manage to relate 4 of my testimony in to the conversation. Yet it was a small achievement to my self ...

Then reached home cuz it was quite late and i begin to miss my NEW lappie. hahaha .. was disappointed with the PASSWORD thingy .. so i continue the quest on how to break in to WINDOWs without having to type the password ..

2 hours of hard working ... it came to my mind after reviewing several methods.. i came to an idea of setting the computer to a safe mode loading .. then went in to the windows without keying anything .. and then deleted the password in it and restarted the computer .. then wa LAh !!! im using it now to blog .. hahaha

I installed the basic in to this computer ... hoping that it will not lack as i use it in future ... still now downloading Anti Virus and also MSN Messenger ..

Tmr is KoREaN PRaise at IPOH CGBC .. if you are going .. meet u there!!!!

15th June 2009

2009-06-15T13:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i typed my blog .. but when it finishes and the time i wanted to save it .. the line went hay wired ... then i lost the whole journal..

But no worries ..cuz today is another day... i went Ipoh today just to check out something yet bought some groceries to refill my storage. I tried using Super Glue to glue on something to the bike .. but it ended up my hand kena more than the place i needed to glue. hehehe .. no experience in using SUPER GLUE!! hahaha

I rushed back from Ipoh to kampar so that i could attend cell group for students .. and yes i made it .. the final half... then received msg from Richard saying .. it is late but better than none.. hahaha

Overall im quite satisfied with the bike. It became much smooth and also the pick up has improve after the changing of the sprockets and chains. Erm .. i would grade it more to comfortable riding rather than saying it fast. Must know for such a big motor .. the weight is there and of course plus my weight as well

One thing is a lot of motorcyclist when they saw me on this bike .. they tend to want to race with me with their EX5 or other motor. Showing off that they are better!!! i dont mind they over take me with any style... im sticking on to my fuel efficiency which im quite satisfied so far.

Previous tank last till 532km and i manage to have another 1.1liter spare to nearest fuel station. It was really saving. Some posted on net that a full tank last them only 400km but mine extra 153km i think thanks to the DYNO tab i used.

After the change of sprockets and chain the other day. i pump in RM 25.00 for 13.33liter recommended by the attended who claim once he saw the tank he knows how much to fill in. Yes he is correct .. cuz previous i pump in 2.22liter for safety and yet i left 1.1liter plus minus i have at least 3 or 2.8 liter before that 13 liter pump.

Currently im on 259km and i still have half tank! it is either my fuel gauge has problem or it is the fact... hahaha

I hope its real .. cuz i have went back to T.Intan and Ipoh for several times and nowdays when it comes to travelling i do not care much about the fuel. Cuz knowing this bike will last me a long journey... i think with the whole tank i can travel from Kedah to Johore... just afraid the engine cant take it .. hehehe if not i would have tried!! hahahaha

Anyway .. its 5in the morning .. i purposely waited so i can go and buy nasi lemak .. miss the food so much especially in the morning ... hahahaha

See ya!!

Must continue!!!!

2009-06-09T11:43:00.000-07:00

This morning when i woke up, i was filled with a lot of assignment given to self to complete. Eventually it turn out that none accomplished! I was quite disappointed with it. Maybe because i was given another day to accomplish it and i was quite lazy to do it immediately.

My bike got sound after modifying it. It seems that the gear and the chain has loosen. I think tomolo i should be heading to ipoh for a checkup. It really hurts my heart when i hear those sound coming from the motor it self. Knowing that it will be alright .. but yet i have this heart breaking moments that im not satisfy with.

Hope tmr will be a day for me to accomplish all my task given by myself. I should not be lazy even doing things for my self. If yes .. then its really hard for me to continue surviving in this world full of commitment.

Alright its kinda late ... it seems like nowdays 24 hours is not enough .. but actually i have wasted most of the time given and complaint that is not enough! quite disappointed with it .. haiz .. better spank my self on the buttock so i can keep moving forward! hahaha

Tuesday also turning Blue

2009-06-08T20:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a new beginning in Campus Connect, We had a little ice breaker which is quite interesting .. thou its been played for quite some time. Many came... many new face as well. They look even younger by days .. sometimes i felt that it time to move forward as the room has begin to be smaller.

Left my helmet at CC after Yum Cha with PC / KL and others... it was a night where u can feel the heat from the moon. Thanks to the Sun behind it! .. Hopefully after this HEAT season pass off .. i can lose some weight .. because i felt that every night i have been sweating as if like i went for a jog after work...

Nothing much ... just that i slept at 3am doing some documentation ... until now!
Chau!!!

WeekEndsssss

2009-06-08T19:49:00.000-07:00

It was a funny yet interesting and also up and down's through out the week. I did not go anywhere just stayed home watching TV especially in the morning of Saturday, found out that our Yang diPertuan Agong is so young and good looking with a decent looking wife (Queen). Was suddenly proud about it, because all these while those Agong are like for those who has been looking like they only have a few years more to serve before we have another free public holiday! hope u understand what i said. Cant blame them.. they have their own selection process. Just like how when they selected the POPE ritual ceremony is! (Watch Angels and Demons for more information)

I did not watch TV the whole day because nothing interesting was on. So i took sometime to modify my motor bike and also went out with Addy to test out and discuss about out future in Kampar .. how to really take over kampar business... As usual 2 guys who has big dreams in conquering kampar. Thou it may seem impossible, but we dont take a shot out of it!

I sprayed my face accidentally with the color spray, but lucky nothing went in to my eye. Was surprised and amazed how out eyes can react that fast. I quickly wipe everything on my face with a cloth. And my face gone red for the moment, this maybe the chemical starts to re-act .. not on plastic but on my silly face.

I totally lost my mood and i did spraying a little just not in to concentration mood which resulted badly on the motor bike. I did not focus much on the minor details but continuing spraying it just to finish it. Then night came and i could not see much cuz i was spraying black. Anyway i was disappointed with my act.. for being silly and foolish. It was the bike im saying about, how could i just simply sprayed without even caring about the minor details .. but regretting will not be a time to resolve problems. So i just kept in silence doing nothing and being cool to it.

As i woke up tmr morning (Sunday) when i went out with ADDY for lunch .. i saw and looked at the bike ... was impressed that it is perfectly painted. Thou they are some minor defects. but it was not obviously seen until u go near.

Fun Story i found onLine

2009-06-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

An Indian man died and went to heaven. When he arrived at the heaven Gate Siva the God said, "Come on in. I'll show you around. You'll like it here."

Walking through the gates, the man noticed clocks everywhere? There were grandfather clocks, wall clocks, watches, and clocks in every corner. Surprised at how heaven looked, the man asked, "God Siva, what's the deal? Why are all these clocks here in heaven??? God Siva replied, "The clocks keep track of things on earth. There is one clock for each person.

Every time the person on earth tells a lie, his clock moves one minute."
"For instance, this clock is for Aru, the used car salesman. If you watch it closely, it will move.

"Click" The minute hand on Aru's clock moved one minute. "Click" It moved another minute." Aru must be into closing a customer right now," said God Siva. "The minute hand on his clock moves all day."

The man and God Siva continued walking. Soon, they came to a clock with cobwebs on the minute hand. "Whose clock is this?" asked the man.
That clock belongs to the Widow Achi. She is one of the finest, God-fearing, people on earth. I bet her clock hasn't moved in a year or two."

They continued walking and touring heaven. The man enjoyed watching the clocks of all his friends. When the tour was finished, the man said, "I've seen everyone's clock but Mr.Semi Velloo's. Where is his clock?

God Siva smiled, "Just look up. We use his clock as a ceiling fan."

Cuz i had a BAD day

2009-06-05T04:00:00.000-07:00

I just do not know how to CONTROL my anger.. it seems that recently i just burst easily. I was easily hurt and also emotionally hurt in many ways. I heard what Pastor Chan said about what people talk about u or even do to you, if you are hurt ,... than CRY to God about it and pray.. HE will grant you peace.

OH forgive me GOD .. for having such a BAD mood at times. Maybe i do not know how to release in another way. Causing my self to become like a timeless BOMB.

I need support .. but who can help? i need help who can help? I knew just GOD alone can help.

I just hope GOD will take care for me for those who have hurt and say bad things about me .. simple words for those who knew who they are! "Mind your own business"... No man in this world is perfect, no man in this world is like what u think u are.. if you think that u are GREAT ... than u are sinning to your self .. May GOD bless you.!!

Eye sore .. Happy mood

2009-06-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

Killing my self slowly ... wearing contact lens everyday for more than 8 hours .. came back from Church today and my whole eyes sore like ... being sprayed by pepper spray... I think tomolo i should not wear till it recover .. i dont wan to be an Elephant man look who walks around with the EYE swollen up.

Today i went to Yik Foong(Ipoh) accompanied a friend for an interview.. Told her earlier that she will surely get the Job but she dont believe me .. but eventually she really got that job in the end .. hahaha she was surprise how come i can do prediction? whereby i just did a rough guess.. Well actually wanting her to calm down and so that she will not be so Gan Cheong while being questionedby the HR Department..

I took off foot to another level at Yik Foong and in to my surprise ... i saw this shop selling motor bike stuff .. Then i told my self that i dont need to go KL and purchase things i need or even get it online at a higher price..because they have all i need for me and for my bike. The price are quite reasonable and cheaper than KL or Online purchase. hehehe i silently laugh but jumping joy deep in my heart.

Bought a iridium visor .. legal from JPJ and got it fix to the helmet and it look cool ... it protects my eye from sunlight and gives me 99.99% clear vision .. its like a whole new world out there .. even with the sunlight .. i have no fear looking directly .. knowing its not good .. so i didnt look at it often. The visor even comes with UV protection .. and anti scratch .. so its valued to the max...

Taught of getting a biker's jacket next month or later .. since this few months wont be raining .. so i dont think of getting it at the moment .. Save up for the rainy days first .. hehe

But over all satisfied with the peformance of the bike today .. at least can get me to kampar right on time to play the drum. hahaha .. please pray for me often on my journey to Ipoh and back to kampar ... i really seek blessing from everyone as i travel .. hoping that nothing will happen to me and the bike ... AMEN!!! tmr will be another day ... Saturday not working .. anyone for holiday?? hahaha

A dAy witH mY bIKe

2009-06-03T08:47:00.000-07:00

A day now working in office again! Well this time i work in house ... like normal Home office work. But today i had a wonderful day spent with the bike! I went to Ipoh and also did some little shopping. Bought my self a pair of trousers ... erm and just walk around to look and see..

Then came back and had dinner with cherish and addy! Then had this wonderful cake that Richard bought .. juz to eat .. cuz we like sweet stuff sometimes. . especially chocolate!!! attach is the pic .. please have a look!

At Last!!!

2009-05-29T11:33:00.000-07:00

This morning! i went to the MOTOR shop .. and im wondering whether my bike has finished assembled. I pass by with IRENA and ask the owner of the shop and he said not done yet! Ask me to come later ... at evening!

But i went there after breakfast with IRENA and i help in the assembly and modfying the bike! It was a new experience for me. Getting to know the bike one step further! hahahaha ...

I did some extra modification to the bike! By adding a ALARM system.. together with a remote starter. I was kinda update technology for 4 stroke bikes ... Erm i got to play with it too .. hahaha

Got my motor and i fully tested it ... by going all the way to IPOH with Mike! i asked mike to LEAD the way while i follow from behind! This is because i wanted to test my speed whether it is same or accurate... But it didnt last long .. cuz the bike wanna go faster and faster too.. so i tried a bit .. but it was quite disappointing .. cuz when it reach 80km/ph the whole bike feels like it has out of power!

I went to Ipoh to deal with some business and my Insurance case... I arrive earlier than expected with the bike. Erm .. at 5pm i got to Pastor Chan's office because i had an appointment with him so that he can bless the bike. .. Something was funny when Pastor said that he wont bless the bike but he will pray for me .. So the bike remains as a Thanksgiving... I appreciate what he has done .. but in the middle He took out a bible and flip through the pages looking for the bible passage ... At first i was surprise and i even ask him directly! "Is there a passage mentioning about motor vehicle in the bible? and he Said NO ... so we continue the prayer .. too Bad PC was not around .. if not .. more will pray and my bike and me will get blessed by more people.

Right after that prayer .. Mike suggested that we go for a movie.. so i agreed ... because TERMINATOR Salvation is ON! so we went there and bought the earliest ticker and went in .. lucky for me to have some time to do some shopping for the new bike something ..

Terminator salvation........... how was it?? better ask me in person!!!

Then we came all the way back by bike and we stop at PETRONAS on highway .. mike need fuel and i think my MOTOR need air for tyre... So i pump and found out that the back tyre was not really full.. and it is not even half full. So we pump and then i can instantly find difference in riding the bike .. Plus with the DYNO fuel cell that i have drop in to the tank! It gives more power and stability.

Easily i was hiting 90 to 100 km/ph at constant .. i was quite relived that it was not under powered ...

My major problem is the shifting gears! im not use to the pick up system... cuz back on the old bike .. we are using the basic gearing system and now that bike has a different function ... i must get use to the GEARING system .. so in temporary i may be travelling at slower speed .. this is because im not familiar much yet ..

Ok i wan to sleep already!!! weather out there .. quite nice ... so better sleep liao ... Got time i will post my bike pic over here .. maybe can get some comments from you guys! ok?? hahaha take care yeah

Can you Imagine??

2009-05-28T18:06:00.000-07:00

This morning when i woke up! I looked out at the window and i saw this!!

was wondering is it rain or midst or HAZE??

It gives me a freak! first thing that comes to my mind was.. how am i gonna breath out there?

Today i will be doing sales in Kampar and working at home. Will be using remote desktop to access server in Penang and also solve customer problem around Malaysia. I like this job .. because we dont necessary need to be in Office for 8 hours .. My manager and i can access to office computers (Ipoh)at any point we are in Malaysia .. (have not tried overseas yet)to work.

We are more concern on the work rather than keeping our presence in office.

I can wake up and ON the computer, hit a few buttons on the Keyboard and im on working mode .. having all the full access just like being in the office.. but hoping that the internet line is stable and also no one off our existing computers in Ipoh Branch ... hahahaha..

Actually you guys can try out as well .. i dont mean working in home but controlling another PC while u are at somewhere else .. all you need is some knowledge and it will keep u moving. Please visit www.logmein.com .. this are one of the tools that we use in accessing computers nationwide... or www.teamviewer.com... for advance user's please visit... www.dyndns.org for remote access ... but u must have a server computer ..

OK OK dont talk about jobs... Today its a important day! .... hahaha will tell u tonight ok... hahahaha

Irena .. welcome back .. no gift but do u wan to travel around since u are free at the moment!! hahaha

Attack of the Insects!!!!

2009-05-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

I dont know why tonight there is so many insects flying around ... My whole monitor is filled with small insects wondering for light! Erm ... what sign does it show??

Anyway .. i bought a guitar pick for my self today right after work at Jusco and some food for my dinner .. This is my ... erm .. dont know how many picks that i have lost .. and this is the same type that i buy back... Today i inquire about the repair of a guitar .. thinking if they could fix the YAMAHA guitar that was crack at the neck there .. if that can be saved .. the sound wont be as nice as original anymore..

Will give it a try and see how it goes ...

Today is a very tiring day .. i dont know why .. i didnt even have the mood to watch Dramas and the most suprising thing is that i dont wan to play MAFIA ... dont feel like playing today ...

Maybe ill sleep earlier today .. cuz the bugs / insects are filling up my skin and some one me as well... ..

Anyway take care .. will continue tmr!!

Busy yet interesting!!

2009-05-26T11:08:00.000-07:00

Sorry for being late tonight!! i know i may not have so many readers .. but i always believe that one day will come! Haha suddenly today while on the bike i was thinking to do pod cast .. some funny jokes i have created while i was riding on the bike back to kampar!

I laughed on my own joke and people who saw may think i was crazy... laughing alone while riding the bike .. hahaha i think i should get a full face helmet so that no one can see what expression i am while on the bike! hahaha

It was a tiring day today! but thank God for all the blessings he poured out ... i was motivated and moved to continue on for the rest of the day! Every morning i was dimotivated to go work! not because i dont like that job .. but i have difficulty in learning new stuff .. it seems that my brain has rust and i need more lubricant to get my brain to run smooth! sometimes i did kena scolding from supervisors for silly mistakes i have done and also my short term memory lost ...

Please pray for me that my memory will be expanded to the max ... means i can remember and process more things ... hahaha .. im juz like a old processor who lacks of ram .. i need upgrading !!! hahhahaha

Came back and i rush my way to Campus Connect for Adult Cell group! i got everyone to pray for my new coming bike ... because i believe that bike is a blessing from our Father Lord!! I got so many to pray for my bike and my daily journey !! why do i do that? It wont be so bad to get so many praying for you right? Anyway its a good things that u pray for each other rite?? I msg Pastor Chan about i, told PC and KL and also got Edward to pray for me as well while we were discussing what to pray for each other!hahaha

Firstly im really excited ... the feeling is just like waiting for a new born baby!

1 st of June will be BBQ cum Burger night .. i hope people whom i prayed for will come as well .. they are my fellow church members who are in TI... now studying in Kampar ... it took me nearly 1 semester to talk to them about Campus Connect .. At first they were busy with assignments .. but as i invited them for this BBQ thing .. they seem to be interested! hope to see them on that day it self ... hahaha

It seems most of us in C.Connect is growing .. and we always pray that we will grow even more by day and get closer to God, understanding his will for us on Earth! Dont waste time on things which are not important but we must learn to see what God's Priority is ... out mission is to fufill it ... and this is out success in Christianity! Dont juz wonder around!!! Cuz in the end when we go up! God will ask .. what has u dont for me while your stay on EARTH?? hahaha we do not wan to be speechless right! hahaha .. we wan to tell God each and everythings that we do .. and even we dont tell .. he knows what we have done!!

Spend less time on things which are less important ... think about it ...

im still thinking!!!! what could it be??

Haze is back!!!

2009-05-24T21:03:00.000-07:00

HAZE HAZE !!!!

Its been a long time we didnt see nice view out from the window already! This is because the HAZE is back!! ... Like other countries they have four seasons .. we here too have 4 seasons. 1) Rainy Season, 2) Hot & Hazy Season, 3) Half Hot Half Rain Season..dont know when will rain and when will not, 4) Cool Season....No rain but every nite cold .. morning also can feel the brezze

As a motornike rider .. im concern about my health as well .. afraid when i inhale to much of this environment air .. ill get Lung Cancer!! or something else..

Similar to the Life ... u have different season for everything. Up and down, Sometimes Up and sometimes down... Sometimes no problem at all ... and many more!!

Back the other week when i went back to Hometown .. i saw a bunch of friends gathering without me! 1st i was disappointed... 2nd i realise that they tried to call me but because i have changed my number so many times .. that they dont know which number to call and i didnt give them the latest wan as well..

Then they were so nice to held the gathering again just because of me next week.. Hoping that the same number of people may come as well.. hahaha

Today i didnt go to work .. because not feeling well.. 1st my body was like on flames and my head was like being bang by a 2 tonne hammer ... i just could not concentrate .. so i sms my manager and told him about this matter and he ask me to have a good rest ...

How to rest when the weather out there is burning ... I felt like being in AFRICA .. just that u dont see animals like Elephants, Impalas or Girraffe running around. And not many Black .. i mean Afros around .. but we have a replacement of Indians walking around ... hahaha .. sorry im not a skin racist ..

I hope everyone will keep praying for the weather .. so that rain may come .. not a while but a least the whole day ... i think this may cool MALAYSIA down for the moment ..if not .. we will go crazy ... and some may even think of migrating to another country ..

PLEASE PRAY .. thank you

Baby Boy still in Hospital!!!!

2009-05-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

Finally today i was able to pay all my debt for my bicycle ...

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Today was the disappointed date. Plan to get my baby boy! but they can manage to do it for me ... but anyway i got the chance to visit and also look and see how is the condition of that baby boy!

I arrive early and awaited to see it ... I was waiting for the in charge person to show me my baby boy!! but then.. he was away .. so i sat down and wait and wait... my heart was beating fast due to impatience.

I tried reading magazines and looking through the leaflets around on the desk. The assistant told me that the in charge person are on his way back to reveal my baby boy to me.. So i continue waiting. It was not easy .. i really tried peeping around to see anywhere i could see where my BABY BOY was...but i could not find

Then finally, the doc to my baby boy came. I was so happy to see him. that i even wave to him before to him from far!!!

He wave back and gave me this smile that ease my heart!! He came and say ... Bro!! everything was alright!! dont worry!!

So i said where is he??
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He said .. ill get someone to push him out so u can have a full view of it!
So i did saw my baby boy!! fully restored!! TOTALLY different from the first time when i saw him

So then i thought i can take back my baby boy!! but the doc said that it needs to do some final check ups and also some documents submission to some authority.
So i paid cash to settle all the payment ..

So he told me that he will call me next week again when everything is complete...

I just cant wait for that day to come !!! ... hahahaha .. hope it will be at a right day!! hahaha afraid that i will not be free then..

Anyway we shall see how!! have to sleep already because tmr im going back to Teluk Intan in the morning ... hahaha

Thank God for a paved road!!

2009-05-21T09:20:00.000-07:00

Travelling back to kampar on Motor bike has never been so wonderful. This is because most of the trunk road are paved. Previously i will be always on the alert to look out for holes so that i can avoid bumping in to any!

Today the holes that i wanted to avoid has reduced. Thank God! .. prayer answered!! another person i wanted to express my gratitude will be the Perak Sultan! because he is visiting Kampar to declare this area to a district ... So Perak Government are in action to paved the road as soon as possible. Thanks to the road builders as well.. because back to kampar yesterday night! i saw them working overtime just to complete the road, so that it will give a better and good impression to our Sultan.

How i wish i could travel one day with my dream bike and then cruising through it as usual i see near malim nawar a guy with his Red Naza 650cc. A bit envy about it .. but what to envy about it right! so i requested to our Father Lord about it .. as how a son would also ask for a father to buy it so he could have the same or something like it!

With patience.....i will be waiting for it! knowing that, the day will soon come.

Talking about the trunk road... i thought of it while riding the bike. What if the sultan plans to take the Helicopter instead of using CAR! then would it be a waste to pave the road until late at night? Would they clear the air as well... like how they pave the road! What would it be if they plan to decorate the air? I know this is all just a rubbish thought.. but to me it is a entertaining thought while on the bike! Just to keep my self awake.. hahaha and my brain moving! hahaha

Anyway ... im taking an off day on Saturday! Which will be the important day for me. I hope friday night i will be the actual day! hahaha....

I will update more about what will happen on the Saturday or Friday night! hahaha

a pLaCe 2 b or Not tO bE?

2009-05-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

Today was a long and exciting day!
I was so enthusiast to go work today..
Arrived early like normal and start working as normal..

The best part begins when lunch came.
Like normal i like to try new things and also explore new places.

But there is a cost of trying new things..

Ok ! ok! i was eagerly to try a new place i saw the other day when i pass by
while on the way back! this stall was selling Duck meat rice and roast pork.
What interest me was, the queue! So many of them lined up to buy.
So to my assumtion! The food must be great!

So today i went there and try! To my surprise it was not as what i expected.
Dont get me wrong! it is not the food which is bad .. but the enviroment..
Because normally when we talked about Duck / Pork Roasted stall .. the next thing
that comes to your mind will be a STALL!!!

So i parked my motor and i went to that so called stall. I found no place to sit outside.
As there is no tables or chairs out there! So i wondered... where should i sit then?

This waiter directed me in to the restaurant and asked me a very polite question!
"Sir, Table for how many?"... then i answered... "1"

So she directed me to a medium round table where normally you shall see on big restaurants
that can fit at least 5 to 6 people.

So i sat down and observed the environment. The table cloth was Yellow in color and it was fully air conditioned. Then the waiter came asking me for orders and i asked for Roast Duck together with Roast pork rice.. Then she proceed with the orders and went off.

Attached are some pictures i took around that restaurant secretly.

The name of the Restaurant is Tuck Kee, people around are mostly senior citizen and rich people.

The i found my self at the wrong place for lunch.
Deep within me, i felt like going off because of self embarasment. But luckily i was wearing formal enough to enter to this restaurant.

More pictures as you can see even the waiter's are in Uniform

Here comes the important part!

The food!!

I was expecting something good from this place since the environment is so HIGH CLASS!!!
hahaha .....

Now have a great look at the plate of rice----------------------
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To me it looks ok ... and trust me .. it taste GREAT! especially the Roasted pork!
I was amazed and satisfied with the quality of food!

But it cost a little more expensive than normal..

Trust me the quality met the price!
You will be satisfied to pay for that price of food!

So was it a lucky day for me to try out this place or maybe
im not ... hahaha because after that i got lost and could not get back to office. Cuz i forget to bring my GPS.. hahaha

Every where the Same

2008-10-22T10:27:00.000-07:00

There a lot of things in this world that, wherever you go it will never change. Just like that same clouds you will see in the sky are the same. This also applies to people around you. Where ever you go for sure you will see same type of people with different shape of body or even different looks. But naturally they are like incarnation of people you have seen before, for instance someone that you dont like or even hate. This kind of people may disappear from your life a one momment, but then will reappear on another form of people.

I have this experience that even the people sitting beside me while working, will talk bad about you while you are away and be nice to you like nothing ever happen between u 2. Well i have seen this people before yet this kind of people reappear to cause chaos.

Sometimes i was thinking this kind of people, is it that they are lack of attention or they dont even know what is the world all about. After thinking for sometime. i finally found out that they are a part of the society that will never diminished. You will see them from time to time and they are everywhere!! scary?? better not ... because this kind of people, you juz need to ignore them. The more you patron them, the more happy they are.

They are those kind of people whom i wouldl ike to classify them as not shame, yet lack of confident on themselves. The evilness in them are totally disaster if u compare them to any of the criminals of the world. Another nick for them are snakes with 2 head. or 2 head snake. hahaha what ever they call it...

This page is dedicated to those who are friend fakers and also to those who are 2 faced. This comment is not to condem them but to dedicate to those who are friend fakers... who?? you know your selfs my friend ... dont look around... look at the mirror and ask yourself. Are your friends around u true or fake! Cant get the answers? EAsy... ask your self then ... then you should know are u a true friender or a faker... sorry it sounds like (F*CKER) hahaha

Anyway ... small comment ... have a nice day

Fate found it's way

2008-10-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

Fate has found its way ... it took a long time before i can really love and pour my care to someone special. It took a very short time before both of us could be together.

I still remember the sweet moment we had and the sacrifice we have to make to be together. This fate has been very generous and weird at times. The first time it was from Terengganu (penang) .. then Penang (butterworth)-Bagan Luar.. and now ... Sandakan (Kuala Lumpur) .... It get's further each time ... But i always believe that it is not the location that matters.

I have a strong feeling that this time we can complete this journey together. Knowing all the commitment we had for each other and trust .. We are more towards a brighter future.

The first day until now, we are still enjoying the style of puppy love. But we both know it was not a puppy love. We just want each other to know how important we are for each other.

We could really see through each other's heart, knowing that others may say it was a ridiculous thing but it was never a threat to us. Not ignoring it but will avoid such things happen, being a reminder to us not to fall in it.

We are now going through all that we should go through ... Bitter and sweet, Sour or salt ... thunder or storm.. flood or dryness ... i believe we are there for each other..