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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

WHY??

i need to shout out but whom shall i look for? i know God is there ... but i need a human at times to share all the problem im facing .. shouting to God is one great thing .. he will help you .. but i just need to pour out all my feelings, anger and so on to something or someone ...

i felt restrained ... after the sick .. i felt even lonely .. i felt that besides God .. there is no one else on this earth ... i felt like so abandoned ... why do i have such feelings .. i knew i should not have this kind of feelings .. but this is what i feel .. how can i stop it??

Is it job that restrained me? is it relationship that restrained me? or is it my self who restrained my self? WHY can i perform as expected .. why must i always fall behind the passing line and let others think that im not capable...

WHY ?? tell me WHY!!!

1 comments:

HolyShield Forcefields said...

there are times when we're lonely and felt that we're abandoned on Earth, especially when we bear the name of Christ. I faced it over the past few months and feeling that I'm just nothing but a flower today and fade tomorrow. Believe in God's will, we're fighting a good battle here. So take charge brother! Recharge on Thursday Service yeah. God bless you!