What World IS THIS>>??

Disappointment and also unexpected scene may appear in our life. I was down today and this few weeks. I found out that, as i got tensioned. I will tend to eat extra.. i dont know why? Cuz it tend to be natural in me. If i dont eat.. i cant release tension. I know it is the wrong way to release it in this way. Its unhealthy. Who doesnt know that>

Well why am i frustrated? I cant perform as well as others. Im not good in memorizing and im not those type who can be forced to memorize. The last time i remembered when i was forced to do something ... i totally failed in performing it although everyone taught im good in it. I m not good being pressurized. I dont feel well.

I know i can do things for the sake of someone important up there. But what is the point if i cannot perform within my heart. Cuz to me its all about serving HIM well and HIM understanding it. I knew i need to sacrifice time and time to HIM. But Lord ... where am i?? I felt regret in so many things. What has happen? IS this what i want or desire to do? DO i need a change? or should i just look and see what is really happening. I may have different taughts ... but im sure everyone has as well. IF we all have the same thinking ... The world will never be in a mess anyway!

Life could be terrible, cuz we live in a fallen world. What is the point living on earth?? MY answer is to survive and to resist yourself from all which is bad. You dont know what will happen to you next as today does not even know what is coming for tomorrow.

Brother's and Sisters in Christ ... be strong and bold in whatever you do. May the Lord bless you all in this journey of life. TAlk to him all the problems and be assured that HE will help you.. and believe me! HE DOES!!!